I can't talk in case my tongue falls out,I can't look in case you catch me.I can't think because you've clouded my mind and I can't sleep because cheesy as it is you fill my dreams.
You put a smile on my face,make my tummy feel like I've drank too much 7up.You make me concentrate on how to breath because I'm so focused on you I forget.
You make me feel like I'm 16 again,make me cringe.I can't compose myself when I'm near you.You make me do that stupid dance and you wrap your arms around me without asking.I smile and say little but on the inside I'm beaming.
Your so talented and just looking at you fills me with happiness.Your fuzzy hair is soft like mine.You let me ruffle it and you never send me away.You wear silly shorts but I don't care.You wear your heart on your sleeve and draw them in the sand.You call me by name and look into my eyes when you speak.
You make me happy and I'm dreading your departure.I want to tell you how I feel but I can't.I'm scared and the thought changes that 7up feeling to one of pain,like I've eaten too much pasta.I want to say it but I can't.
I know you won't read this but if you ever do I want you to know you're a wonderful person!When I say little it's because I'm scared you won't like what I say.When I look at the ground and talk its because I'm afraid.Afraid of rejection again.I'm afraid you won't like me.I'm afraid you won't wrap your arms around me and you won't be interested in what I say.
So,although I'll never say it I want you to know,you're the cardigan to my dress,the cherry to my bake well,the Florence to the Machine and the snow to Patrol.I know you love them and your music taste is better than mine.I know I won't forget about you but fear you might forget about me.Fb friends forever?Perhaps.I want to see you again though.Ultimately,you make me light up in a way you couldn't imagine!
Xx
